Surgery Date

Well the final (I think I've said that before) surgery is scheduled for next Thursday, August 4th at 8am. Several posts ago I described the Latissamus Dorsi Flap. So, here's the truth: I am starting to get a little angry again about this disease called cancer. I am kinda sick of being cut and pasted together. Even though this surgery is not removing cancer, it is still cancer's fault. I keep reminding myself that with time comes comfort. This has been the case for me since my initial diagnosis. I happily take my anticancer (Femara) pill daily and guardedly anticipate my doctor appointments all the while knowing I am free of that ugly disease. That ugly disease that has given me the ability to support others who have been faced with the same ordeal. That ugly disease that has opened my eyes wider to God's amazing world. Being an educated cancer patient, I knew all about my procedures and medications, all about the risks. One of those risks, was skin damage from radiation. I really wanted to think my life as a 'surgery patient' was over when I had the immediate reconstruction after my mastectomy (Sept '08). New boobs were lined up and symmetry was accomplished because of my surgeon's amazingly precise skills. However, I am one of the "It is possible that your tissue may give out" patients now. Since my tissue is now see through, it must be fixed. I praise God for his healing powers and now am asking Him to heal me a little faster so that I may start the school year on August 22 able to function as well as possible. The recovery will be tough, but through God all things are possible. I am blessed to have the absolute best husband and dear family by my side every step of the way. Blessings to you all and thank you for your prayers.